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Lyndia,
you’ve had an interesting life; what experience or experiences would you
say, influenced the direction of your life most profoundly, therefore
affecting your art?
It is hard to answer
that question without first qualifying it with some background
information. Sometimes when people ask what I do, I tend to answer – “on
what day, or in what year?” because I do so many different things. I
have been a classical musician, worked in business, have advanced
degrees in both social work and special education. For the past 16 years
I have worked as a child and family therapist in psychiatric, foster
care and residential treatment settings. Presently I perform home based
developmental evaluations of special needs infants. And, in 2002, I
lived for several months with an indigenous community in the Ecuadorian
Amazon where I helped the women set up a kindergarten.
After many years of
searching and growing, I have come to the realization that I cannot
define myself by one descriptor any more than I can say that my life and
art has been influenced by one particular experience. I am a woman,
artist, musician, teacher, therapist, evaluator, elder, vegetarian, etc.
etc, because all of these are small pieces that make up the whole. The
whole is still emerging and changing and hopefully, will continue to do
so until I leave this plane.
I never expected to
be, at long last, exhibiting art in galleries or selling my work.
Drawing was always this thing that I did because I needed to do it --and
I did it while I was also playing music or making a living as a
paralegal, teaching, providing psychotherapy. My mission has always been
the search for authenticity in every area of my life.
How
did you begin as an artist?
I recall making music
(picking out tunes by reaching up from beneath the keyboard on the piano
at age 3) and seeing people’s reactions when they recognized the tunes
and realizing that I could imitate what I heard.
I don’t have as vivid
a recall of the visual area. I can remember making marks on paper and
feeling a burst of energy when the eye connected with the hand and
paper; and a tremendous feeling of release when I was able to put paint
on paper. There was (and still is) a sense level feeling of returning
again to something I had done before. There is also another thing that
happens -- there is a kinesthetic thing that happens that I can only
equate to resonance in music -- there is a feeling I get that I am
getting back in tune - something like my vibrational frequency is being
retuned -- sometimes it takes a while, sometimes it happens as soon as I
start drawing or painting. I think that was the feeling I remember from
early on.
Did you have
any childhood experiences that influenced your art?
One of my father’s
sisters was married to a man who was raised in Germany in an upper class
family. This man, who was my godfather, was a fine artist who had to
give up his artistic career to work in business. He was my first
exposure to a fine artist -- and I vividly remember sitting next to him
at dinner as a very small child. He would draw pictures on napkins to
keep me entertained. I have a wonderful memory, which must have happened
when I was about three, of watching him draw a picture of a balloon
floating in the air. When he drew in the lines that gave the balloon
dimensionality I held my breath - because it seemed so magical. I also
remember that he watched my reaction and seemed to understand that I
realized what he was doing. I then tried to draw what he was drawing.
This became a favorite shared activity whenever he came to visit. Later
on, in kindergarten I remember standing next to a painting I had done of
my house, family and the sun and explaining to the teacher what was
going on in the painting. There was this awesome realization that my
images were communicating something and someone else was able to
understand them.
Who
has been your most influential mentor and why?
I spent the first 10
adult years of my life as a freelance classical musician - I was a
classical trumpeter playing with orchestras and chamber ensembles in
NYC, and I also toured Europe and the US with different opera and dance
companies. After I gave up being a career musician (which was traumatic
and painful and too long a story to address here) I was lost for several
years. I worked with computers to make money and returned to drawing as
a creative outlet. I couldn’t listen to or play music for years.
Art was just
something I did. I never considered myself an "artist" and still
struggle with that label to this day. I don’t think I internalized the
possibility of that identity until after I ended my musical career and
had started to question why I was here and what I was supposed to be
doing. Meeting Frederick Franck, author of "the Zen of Seeing" and his
wife Claske was a turning point for me in many ways. We met at one of
Frederick’s silent 2 day workshops - Seeing/Drawing as Meditation - and
there was an instantaneous feeling of recognition. One of the tasks
during class was to begin to connect the eye to the hand to the heart.
He watched as I drew a leaf from memory and he then acknowledged the
drawing in silence with a bow. In that silent bow I felt that I was
greeted respectfully as a fellow artist. Later, he spoke about my work
(all students' drawings were always exhibited anonymously at the end of
classes) and pointed out the lyricism of some of the lines and wondered
if the drawing had been done by a musician. It was the first time the
two parts of my life had been linked up.
I then visited the
Francks at their home and realized that I had found a sort of
artist/parents -- people who recognized my abilities and wanted to
foster them. Frederick, who recently celebrated his 97th
birthday and just published his 18th book, is not just an
artist - he is also a philosopher, expert on Zen and Christianity,
metaphysician and amateur musician. So I was invited to spend time in an
environment where art and music and literature and so many other things
were revered. It was through them that I returned to music -- I began to
housesit for them and finally, after months of touching it and moving
away -- I was able to play the piano again.
Frederick's wife,
Claske, was an equally important influence. For Claske, life is her
canvas and her love is the media she creates with. By observing her, as
she went about the tasks of daily life, I learned about living an artful
life, filled with respect for all creatures and creation itself.
Wow,
what a powerful experience. You use a lot of vibrant color in your work;
what is your feeling about color?
Prior to my time in
Ecuador, I drew mostly in pencil or pen and ink and painted in
transparent, restrained colors. Living in the jungle brought about a
dramatic change in my artwork -- a move away from realistic images to an
evocative inner landscape peopled with fantastic creatures. Some of my
work is filled with the vivid hues that surrounded me during that time.
However, there are many drawings that I do only in white or very light
blue on black background. Sometimes there seems to be a sort of internal
glow that emanates from the forms -- which I feel is the appearance of
Spirit on the page. In many ways I feel my drawings are not really mine
-- they come through my hands but belong to Spirit and are meant to be
shared. To borrow the words of the Sufi poet, Hafiz, I try to be a
hollow tube - to allow Spirit to move through me onto the paper.
What is your
intention with your art?
So much of what
society calls "artists" are really, in my personal view, "artistes" --
someone who is posing as a creative being and is invested in the label
and the image and the possibility of celebrity. A true artist is someone
who answers the creative call, dives deep within, wrestles with all of
the doubt and despair, gathers the disparate inner voices and weaves
something beautiful from the chaos. This can be with paint, wool, paper,
words, sounds, or in more worldy ways -- as a chef, housekeeper, nurse,
mother - it doesn’t matter -- it is about listening to the call,
following the clues, completing the process and producing something
authentic. Artists are the wayshowers --- they are keepers of the
creative process and by their efforts they shine light on the twists and
turns of life’s path. If they are truly authentic - they paint the road
maps, highlight the road signs and show the next step in the journey.
Do
you use your artwork in your therapy work; and if so, how do you use it?
At present, I
primarily do developmental evaluations of babies - which allows me more
time to devote to my artwork. When I was a play therapist with young
children and their families, art was an integral part of the therapeutic
process. My playroom was equipped with paint, clay, and a variety of art
and collage materials which children and their parents could explore
freely. I am also trained as a sandplay therapist -- which is a form of
therapy (based on jungian principles) where clients use a variety of
symbols to create their world in a large tray of sand. It is a
non-verbal, creative therapy that is profoundly beautiful and very
powerful. A person portrays their inner world in a contained,
externalized way so they can safely explore it from a distance.
Symbolization - through art or sandplay or pretend play is another
language - - and my role as therapist was to provide a safe place for
expression, to help translate the symbols and to foster understanding
and integration.
When you are
drawing or painting, what is it that you see or feel?
That's an interesting
question. I often draw on the subway. I do home based evaluations so I
spend at least an hour or two every day going back and forth from my
home in New York City to homes in the inner city areas of Manhattan and
the Bronx. Sometimes I think I draw in response to some of the
experiences I have in my work. I frequently visit families living in
poverty and some babies have dire medical issues. Sometimes I feel
overwhelmed and powerless so I retreat to my drawing pad and try to
contain some of the emotions. I like to joke sometimes that, at least on
the page, I can exert some control.
Some
of my drawings -- flying shaman, for example, were dream images. I awoke
and had to go right to the easel. Usually, however, I don't have an idea
in advance. Most of my drawings just appear on the page and the more
intricate ones evolve over time. Generally they start with one eye or a
single creature and expand from there. In "High Priestess", for example,
her skirt is made out of many different birds. When I was drawing them,
they seemed to be signalling me -- almost like they were saying "hey,
over here!"
Where do you
see yourself going with your art?
I am grateful every
time I finish a drawing. They are gifts from Spirit and I never take
them for granted. I feel very strongly that they should be shared. I see
the positive effects they have on people and I know they are filled with
special energy. So I hope to send them out through gallery exhibitions,
as fine art prints and through my line of notecards. Lately I have been
feeling a powerful desire to build some of the images out of clay or to
do them in bas relief -- that's my next project - once I get some free
time.
Thank you very
much Lyndia for taking your time to speak with us here at the Celestopea
Times. You do wonderful work! Good luck with your exhibitions. I’m sure
you’ll do very well.
To view more of Lyndia Radice's
beautiful
artwork, please visit her website:
http://www.drawingfromspirit.com. If you would like to send her an email, her
address is:
lyndia@drawingfromspirit.com.
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